As Low As It Gets

...This really sucks... I mean "Yes" I am happy I'm in canada... but it's not that much fun when you have no one to spend your time with. I do have friends outside school, but i barely see them. At school I have no one... I even suck as low as to hanging out with my younger brother and my cuzin during lunch, cuz thats better than walking the halls alone...

It actually hit me today... while I was with my brother and cuzin at lunch time... I finally realized how many amazing friends I left behind, and how I miss them so much. They were all so dependable and just the coolest people I've ever met. Miss you all :(

Well for now... I am making some acquaintances at school with classmates, but I really dont think that's gonna grow into a real friendship... so I'm not getting my hopes up.

Today on the bus, the feeling of loneliness overwhelmed me. That's when I really missed everyone so much.

I really hope things will be looking up soon... but i doubt thats gonna even happen. I dont exactly have the best social skills when it comes to me socializing with my peers.

I went to get my social insurance number today, which means I'm not able to work. I went to Tim Horten's and McDonald's to get a job application form. I also went to blockbuster, but they only accept resumes. I so need a job to kill my useless time. I want a really simple quite easy job like at a clothing store or something. McDonald's is really greasy and busy.

Well I'll see you all, hopefully in a happier mood.

BTW, Michael (in UAE) says hi. lol