Just Not The Same :(

This week all my friends started school. They all go to a different school than I do. I start this monday, but this week has been a MAJOR drag. I havent gone out all week since I dont have anyone to go out with anymore. At first, the plan was to hang out with fish and mishal somewhere... maybe buhaira, and if not, then mishal's house. But everything fell apart last minute. Since I was really desperate to go out, my brothers and 2 cuzin's went to megamall today... and I tagged along cuz I really didnt wanna stay home any longer.

When I got there, I called up fahs (in my school, he's still free) But he said he didnt "feel" like going out... so that was a bitch. I also called up a few other people and they were either busy with other plans, or didnt wanna go out. So I ended up chilling with them... was really boring. But later my cuzin's friend's from canada met up with us at megamall. 2 girls, one my age and the other was 15. So we all chilled together, they were pretty fun.

But everything's really not the same anymore. I havent seen any of my friends in what feels like an eternity! I used to see them AT LEAST every 2 dayz... I just wanna go back to those dayz (the summer holiday) But school has started and it crapped up everything. I start this monday, september 3rd, and I'm dreading it so much! Not only do I have to go back to a school where I HATE almost everyone, but I'm also gonna be kinda embarrassed since I told everyone I wasn't comming back next year for grade 12, cuz I was supposedly moving to canada. So they're all gonna be like "OMG You didnt go! haha" Fuck them! I swear 17 year old guys act like fucking 12 year olds!!! Pisses the shit out of me!

I really hope I meet a few new people in my school... Cuz right now, I only have like 2 friends in my school. All my other friends go to different schools... So this year is gonna be a bitch :( Well I guess I should TRY to be optimistic about what I have, since I really cant change it... I had the choice of changing schools, but I didnt really wanna do that cuz then I would go to GRADE 12 knowing NOBODY, plus I dont know the teachers, or the curriculum... So I guess its best to stay in DAWHA SCHOOL =/

Cya guys soon! BYE!