Fallen Ill

I felt it as soon as i put the gel in my hair. But that wasn't gonna stop me from going out and enjoying myself! By the time I got to Mishal's place, I've already gotten a small headache, so as a quick fix I just took Advil. I'll skip the details of that day, since I've JUST blogged about them, and go right ahead to when I came home.

When I got home, I really didn't feel sick at all, a bit tired, but HEY! Who wouldn't be after that day?! Anyways, the next morning I get up and I have this HUGE headache! I had a bit of a fever, but that didn't concern me much. Throughout the day, I noticed that I started to feel a bit light headed and weak, so I went to bed early.

I woke up at 6am in a cold sweat. I had such a bad fever and the most crucial headache I've ever experienced! I dragged myself out of bed and into the living where, which was empty since no one was awake at that time. I dropped to the floor from exhaustion. I laid there for about half an hour, till the mustered up the strength to get myself up and turn on the television and sit on the couch, where I thought I was be relaxed. I was wrong. My head was pounding, I could feel my brain bursting, as if it was 2 sizes to big. The pain was agonizing! I got myself to the kitchen, where I took a bit of antibiotics, since there was no more Advil or pain relieving pills. I laid myself on the floor again, turned off the A/C and the fan, since even the slightest breeze felt like an arctic wind. I laid there for another 2 hours, sweat pouring down my body, I was soaked, but I really didn't FEEL the heat, since my body was hotter than the room itself. My brain was doing the weirdest thing! When I had my eyes open, I would see what was in front of me, but out of nowhere I would see this gray wall... and I couldn't control it, all I could think about was how bad I was feeling and HARRY POTTER! LMAO it was so weird, whenever the gray wall came up, I somehow entered the harry potter world of wizards and magic and all that shit! It didn't make me feel any better since I knew it wasn't real lol. I wasn't exactly a PART of the world, but I would just get sucked in, thinking about the book, and what's going to happen. But seriously I didn't feel like I had control over anything. I started to hate myself for letting myself get carried away in these weird scenes. The maid woke up, and made me breakfast, after it was placed, I only moved to it after around an hour or so. When I got to it, I took out the bread and help it in my hand. That was all I seemed to be able to do. I just stared at the food for like 10minutes until I just fell back onto the couch and rested my eyes, while my head and body pounded.

For the rest of the day, I would lay down wherever I was, or walk to the kitchen for a WARM cup or water or go back to my bedroom and lay in the scorching heat, which I didn't realize that it was as hot as it was until my dad walked in and was like "OMG! What are you doing? Sitting in a sauna?" Since my body was so hot, I didn't realize the room was that hot =/ Even though I was sweating like a pig. My dad opened up my bedroom door wide open and told me to keep it that way so that the cool air from the A/C in the other room would come in. I said that I would get cold, but he told me that I would get sick all over again sitting in that kind of heat.

The next day I felt a lot better, I was getting my voice back, which I almost completely lost the day before. My head wasn't hurting as bad, but I still felt pretty crappy. I didn't have the "grey wall" thing anymore which was a relief. I still had this really hot temperature though.

After 3 days of being sick, my parents FINALLY decide to take me to the doctor (today). We got there, waited for around 10 minutes in the waiting room until we were called in. The doctor was female, she asked for my symptoms, and i told her them. She took my temperature and when she saw the number, she was like "Oh my! You are very sick!" And I'm like "uh yea..." lol. Why the hell else would I come to the doctor?! Anyways, she checked on a few other things, then checked my mouth, told me to say "ahhh" and when I did she was like "ohhh, tsk tsk tsk, you have an infection" and I was like "..." lol But don't worry people! It's not an oral STD! I play safe! Well so safe that I don't play at all ;) lol She told me I was to get 2 shots today, 1 tomorrow, and 1 the day after. She pointed me into the direction of the nurse's office to get my shots. The nurse told me to lay down, which I was odd since I never had to lay down to get a shot to the arm, but I didn't argue. She asked my mom to leave. I laid there for around 10 minutes while she was preparing the needles. When she came to me, I outstretched my arm and she was like "your pants" I was like "WHAT?!" Then it hit me, these were one of those ass needles! And I felt sick all over again! I heard they really hurt from tv lol. I hesitated, she told me to take off my belt and undo my jean's top button. I was dreading what I knew was soon to come. She lowered the SIDE of my jeans, thankfully we didn't have to fully strip lol. She rubbed the sterilizing liquid to the topmost left of my ass, which cant really be called a part of my ass lol... lets just say its my lower back just so I don't have to fully accept the fact that I got shot in the ass! She injected the needle which kinda hurt, then she injected the second. By now my left butt cheek was pretty numb. Then she started rubbing the place of the injected! She could tell I was uncomfortable, and asked if it hurt. I said "yea a bit" and then a huge grin appeared on her face! Grrr... I thought it was over, so I started to button up my jeans when she said "the other side" I couldn't believe it! After the 2 shots, 2 more were to come on the opposite side of my precious ass! After that was all done, I got up and walked to my mom who was now waiting in the waiting room. I just said "lets go..." as I walked away with a limp. My ass was so numb lol.

Now I'm home... my ass still hurting when I walk... But I am feeling a lot better! I mean I've typed all this up haven't I? I got medicine prescribed to me by the doctor. Tomorrow I've got to go back to the doctor for another 2 shots, and the day after. I think I'll be better by the time the 3rd shots come, hopefully I wont need them!