End Of Skewl

Tomorrow's the last day of school!!!! My last exam! Chemistry!

Today was the 2nd last day... and since we dont have yearbooks to get signed by our friends, i asked my friends to sign my skewl uniform, since it was the last time I wear it (last day we wear casual clothing) and so as I was standing there with my friends behind me signing my shirt... It hit me.. I'm LEAVING! I mean I've been with these people for four long years, and now I'm going away, probably never to see these people again. It's a bit depressing... By the end of my friends signing my shirt... I was pretty down :( I didnt get to see what was on my shirt until I was in the car driving home. Yahya drew a bunch of doodles cuz thats what he does :D Fahs wrote a little note... saying:

"It's been shit to get to know you! I had fun using you to improve my english!
P.S: Dont go to Canada!
P.S2: My paragraph means the opposite!"

LOL and I think he also wrote "Feel me ya haywan!" It's kinda an inside joke lol.. cuz there was this one week where I was doin sit-ups a lot.. and felt my stomach to be so much tighter... so i told him to feel my stomach lol, he didnt and just told my other friend who started makin fun of me, but it was all in good times :)

Oh and Fahs also wrote "I know you got your eyes on ME! :)" Another inside thing... cuz he knows that I once wanted this one t-shirt that was very simple.. all it had was a smiley face and the word "ME" lol.. I fell in love at first sight :P i still dont have that shirt... :P

The other day I was just looking back on my past 4 years in UAE... and what hit me the hardest was that I dont feel I've accomplished anything, or made any difference at all :S I mean It's FOUR YEARS! thats not a small amount of time... I kinda regret avoiding everything.. I mean I kept to myself A LOT, didnt really let anyone IN... and so I guess I should start really opening up, It's probably for the better anyways...

Well thats pretty much all i gotta say.. and plus I have to go to bed anyways... its almost 12am now... I just wanted to get this whole thing off my back... Gonna miss everyone! and yes this means you too fahs :P lol

What's Been Goin On Lately?

Hey hey! Howz everyone doin?? Wacha all been doin lately?? I havent really been doin anythin really, since I'm right in the middle of my final exams. They've been pretty good actually. I've already finish my grammar, literature, math, and islamic. Tomorrow I have physics, then informatics (computers), then Biology, then arabic, then chemistry.

The stress isn't as much as I thought it would be! I just study for like 1-2 hours straight in my room at around 2pm. Then when I'm done I just go on msn and shit, then around 9pm i just revise it all... And that seems to be working, I havent missed a single question in all my exams so far (except one or two "fill in the blanks" in islamic :P)

Yesterday since it was thursday, I went to adeeb's house to teach him a bit of physics, since hez not that good at it. So i went over.. watched tv and went on the computer for like an hour. Then I started teaching him... I'm not the best teacher lol, cuz when i study all I do is READ, and that way I understand it all. But adeeb is one of those people who WRITE it all to revise.. even for math, i never write anything while I study, and it works :) (for me)

Later we had subway for lunch around 1pm... Then he had to do shit so I called up sohieb and told him to meet me at mega mall, since he lives around there. So I got there first, and to my surprise I ran into soheib's friend Kim, she was with her two friends Joy and I think the last one was named sara or something lol. I've only met kim once before for like 10min, so when i walked up to them i was like "is one of you kim???" and kim is like "ya..me... umm who are you?" and i'm like "i'm sohieb's friend! I met u once be4.." she didnt remember me lol but I didnt expect her to.. anyways we ended up talking for like half an hour until sohieb came.. then we talkes for another 10min.

During the time while we were waiting for sohieb, Kim called a friend of mine... lets just call her "Jane" for now... anyways she called her and said "Excuse me, can u plz stop calling my boyfriend because he's sooooo hot, and if i ever see you talking to him again i'm gonna lick your p*ssy" I started LLAAAUUUGGHHIIINGGG soooo hard!!!!!

An hour later Jane calles me and is all pissed cuz I told her i didnt have a gf... and well I dont.. I explained that it was JUST A JOKE but this girl doesnt have a sense of humor AT ALL! We already planned to meet at sahara earlier.. So when i got there i talked to her, She was all mad and shit, but I kept sayin that it was only a joke and she sh0uldnt take it so seriously... Earlier I met up with yousef and raneem, and yousef told me not to give her face... cuz that seemed to work with him in the past.. and so when she wouldnt accept that it was just a joke I was like "whatever, i'll talk to you later, bye" and I just walked away...

5 minutes later I got a message from her... SHE was apologizing to me!!! LMAO!!!! Yousef was so0o0o right! So then a little later we hung out, her group and mine...

LOL if she finds out i wrote all this I'm so0o0o dead!!!! hahaha! but I doubt she reads any of my blogs, so thats bittersweet :D (in this situation) lol

Well people I'll see you soon! Until next time, Enjoy life for all its worth :)

Marianas Trench - Shake Tramp

I luv this song soo much!!! And the video is amazing! So hope ya all like it :D

Final Exams / Facebook

Finals start tomorrow, May 20th and finish May 30th. So thats 10 days of doin nothing but studying and staying at home. But I got an outlet lol... FACEBOOK!!!! I'm totally addicted to it! I've just created a new group called "I'm a facebook WHORE and PROUD" lol So if your not in it already, JOIN NOW!!!

I recently added a few pics of me in a totally different kinda style which I am... Here's a pic.

LOL I've been getting so many negative comments on this pic!! Everyone is callin me a wannabe.. but I'm really not!! My cuzin was over, and thats his hat, so I just tried it on and took a couple of pics!!! And I liked the way they turned out! So stop hatin people!! It's just a pic!!! i didnt change my personality to act all gangster and shit so STFU!!!


I dont have much to say... Wish me luck on my exams!! And goodluck to everyone else!!

PEACE!

The Darkness

To play this, scroll down to the bottom of my site and click "stop" on my music player, then come back up here and press play for this music player :)


I swear I should start cutting myself!!! lol Blogger is retarded! It should have an undo button!! i just wrote this whole blog about how I'm feeling lately and shit... then when i was editing the HTML, I accidentally made a mistake in the HTML code and all the text was GONE! I guess I'll just have to start over.. if i can even remember what i said!

Well I was just saying Its 3:28am (was 2:40am when i started) and all I'm doin is listening to music and not talking to anyone online.. they just dont seem to be interesting anymore. I've been feeling like shit lately. Whenever I would chat on msn with someone, the conversation would last around 5min then just die out, and i know its my fault... I'm just not the same as be4.. and I'm pretty sure, well hoping this is just a phase cuz I've gone though this be4... there was one week last december when I didnt talk to any of my closest friends at skewl for no reason.. just cuz I didnt feel like it... Not because i wanted to be a bitch, but i just felt like crap and didnt have any patients for anyone or anything.

I've been in this "state" for around 2 weeks now... but i've been falling into it for around a month now, I've just been distancing myself from everyone around me... at skewl I used to be the center of attention.. now i just sit back and listen.. well pretend to listen to what the people around me are saying.

I'm starting to stress out about the upcoming final exams... and my mom's nagging about me studying isnt helping at all! I have a week off right now, but cant go out since the exams start may 20th and end may 30th... But I'm pretty excited about school finally ending!

So dont expect any new blogs over the next 2 weeks since all I'll probably be doing is studying and doing my exams... But if something come up that worth writing about, you can be sure that I'd blog about it :)

P.S: The comment about me cutting myself was a joke! I'm not emo lol, and i really think cutting is the stupidest thing anyone can do... pointless and stupid! DIE EMO DIE!

Mishal's PAR-TAY!: The Sequal

Sorry i'm so0o late but its just that my keyboard wasn't working all weekend. so I just bought a new one! Finally get to blog! lol

The whole occasion of this party was the same as be4.. the end of the semester party. Me and mishal planned out to record the whole day with his camera then make it into this little video of a bunch of random stuff at the party.. and so we did... we recorded everyone entering the party then DURING the party.. we recorded shit.. but I cant really say WHAT it was.. and I dont realy want to lol.. lets just say we had to delete all the footage incase someone else saw it lol!

The party was pretty mellow.. but had quite a few high points :P We watched a movie.. ehm.. cant remember what movie exactly lol... But then we played some nintendo wii which was awsum, we had like a match of boxing between everyone.. yea I lost lol... Nizar beat everyone but then well.. everyone beat him lol

....... I guess that it!!! I cant remember shit lol... If I remember somethin, i'll just edit this post lol

PEACE OUT!

Spiderman 3

Last night I went to watch spiderman 3... I was planning to watch it at 7:30 but when I got there it was full!! So I waited for the 9:30 movie... and I got to the cinema at exactly 9:30 and luckily there were like a few seats left... but i had to get a seat in the 2nd row... Lol but its all good :D



The movie was actually really good! Lots of action scenes... I luved the fights. The special effects were really realistic... amazing work. The story line wasn't the best ever, but it wasn't bad enough to ruin the movie :)

There were 2 true villains in this movie Sandman, and Venom The black new outfit comes from this weird black blog from outer space. It attaches to spiderman's suit and when he wears it he becomes overconfident and starts to neglect all the people who used to care about. LOL There was a scene when he was in the street being all cocky and starts dancing, but his moves were so0o0 gay!!! LMAO! And when he's all evil/cocky he looks so0o emo!! I mean his hairstyle and how he acts.


So people if ya havent already seen it, I think you should, It aint a waist of your money.. cuz like its SPIDERMAN for gods sake! lol

Nintendo Wii Boxing Vid

Sorry the video is dark... It isnt dark on my phone, I guess its youtube! Anyways hope ya like it! lol we were worn out cuz the boxing game takes so much out of you and we were on the 3rd round :P oh and ya, mishal did win that game too lol.

Nintendo Wii Owns!

Today was pretty kewl! At first we didnt do much... Me, mishal, twix, anas, soheib, 2 mohamed's (first time to meet em) all hung out at majaz.. but no one really wanted to be there... majaz was getting WAY TO BORING by now! So we went to a restaurant nearby and ate some pretty good shuwarma.

By the time we finished eating it was like 10:30 and the day was such a drag... some people had to be home by 11, and so they left, and mishal's dad was gonna pick him up at 11... so I decided to go to his house until my dad would pick me up from there at around 1am. And so everyone went home or somewhere else lol....

When I got to mishal's house I saw the Nintendo wii!!!! and of course I HAD to play it! lol it was my first time! We played "WiiSports" which was a game with golf, boxing, tennis, bowling and baseball.

First we played tennis, since it was a pretty simple game, and it would give me a feel for the system. It was funny cuz I beat mishal in the second game of tennis lol

When I got used to the controls, we played some bowling, and baseball... and yes he beat me in both games lol. But the funnest game was the boxing, you had 2 handles and u had to like block by putting ur hands up beside ur face, and like dodge his punches by moving from side to side and punch him by just punching the air lol was so0o0o much fun by sooo friggen tiring!!! lol I felt so dead when we finished! We both went to drink water, it took that much out of us! lol His brother took a video of us during our 3rd round of the game. I know we look like total retards but you cant blame us, it was the 3rd round and plus we were so worn out lol and yeah, mishal does beat me at boxing too :P Hope ya like the video!

The Story Of My Life So Far!

This is the 3rd time I'm writing this post lol. First time I accidentally deleted it, 2nd time my computer turned off halfway through my blog.. so i guess 3rd times the charm :)

This is my 100th blog!!! I've been waiting so long for this day! And so I've decided to summarize all my blogs into this one. I'm obviously not gonna go in detail about everything, so dont worry, it wont be like a million pages long :P

The main reason I started blogging was because I had way to much free time on my hands and because i was already addicted to blogging, either video or text blogging.

Over the past year you guy's have seen me go in and out of friendships. Before I started blogging I was like best friends with fahs for grade 9 and 10, but by the end of grade 10 i think both of us started to get sick of each other... by the end of grade 11 me and fahs barely talked, let alone hang out with each other after school. So in the beginning of grade 11 I wanted to make new friends.

The Khaled Story
Khaled was the "new kid" at school in grade 11. So me and fahs decided to talk to him, since nobody else was :P lol. We got along pretty great, by the end of the first week it felt like we've known each other since forever. For the first full semester we hung out ALL THE TIME we were practically best friends.

By the end of the first semester he started to chillin with a group of people in my class who I'm not really into... Dont get me wrong, I dont hate them or anything, but they're just not the kind of people I chill with. So he spent most of his time with them, and this was all during our final exams, meaning we didnt see much of each other. By the end of the exams and the beginning of the midyear holiday I noticed that we never talked at all, and when we did I noticed a huge change in his personality, he became one of "them".

By the end of the midyear holiday, after like 2 weeks of not talking, he talks to me on msn and apologizes for not calling or talking for so long. I didnt say much, just said "ok..." then he asked where I was gonna hang that day, I told him at sahara and so he asked if he could come, I told him "it's not my mall... come if you want to" and so he did... and plus I was hanging with a group of like 6 people, and they were both my friends and his. During that whole day, the only words I said to him was "hi" when he got there, and at the end of the day he asked if I'd want to go back to his place... that's where we usually hung out when we had nothin to do. I called my dad to see if he would be able to pick me up from there... and to my relief he said no. I didnt really want to go there in the first place, i know it would have been so awkward the whole time.

A few days later school started up again and when I came to school he was already there, I saw him look at me, but I just went to my other friends.. and I guess that was it... because I didnt say hi to him at school that first day of the 2nd semester, I guess it meant that i didnt want to talk to him at all, ever.

Until this day, I still feel awkward whenever I'm next to him, or just see him at school. But I'm willing to put it all behind me, I only have a month of school left, only for final exams, which means I'll only see him for like 5 minutes a day and then I'm off to canada AFTER the summer holiday :) So its all gravy :)

After khaled was out of my life, I started hanging with my dubai gang (mena, heba, ng, hadiel, sharky, zak, and mishko) Funnest and craziest people EVER! If you've read my blogs, you'd know that =D

Recently (a month or 2 ago) I got a totaly new group of friends to hang with. (mishal, anas, twix, raneem, sohieb, basil and everyone now and then a new person who comes to hang :P)

This doesnt mean I'v abandoned my dubai group, but its just A LOT harder to get to dubai than it is to get to shj.

Twix and mishal have been teaching me how to skateboard and now I'm actually pretty damn good! I'm planning on buying my own skateboard really soon! Farhan is like a pro at skateboaring, he can do many hard ass moves! so I'm gonna make him teach me! lol One day I'll own him!

I've also mentioned that I've quit all soft drinks... I haven't had any soft drinks in around 2-3 weeks, but just the other day my family ordered from pizza hut... and well everyone knows that you cant have pizza with juice! So i decided that there would be EXCEPTIONS to my no soft drinks policy. I am now able to drink soft drinks ONLY if there is no substitute... I still buy juice after school each day instead of soft drinks.

Personally I dont feel a big change in myself over the past year or 2... but I did notice I'm a lot colder and like blah at school... all my good friends dont go to my school so i have to kill time just hanging with people that I dont really dont care about =/

Thats about it I guess... Hope ya like my life so far! You'll probably see another blog like this in maybe 50blogs or 100 depending on how long it takes me to get there :D Peace Out!

The Weekend A Few Dayz Ago

Again, people have been nagging me to post lol... Its been 10 days and I feel like I'm in withdrawal! lol I'm ADDICTED! I've wanted to blog but lately there's been A LOT of crap going on... exams, projects and school.... but now it's all good until may 20th... my first final exam!

I dont really have anything to say, so I guess I'll just blog about last weekend.

It wasn't anything special lol... hung out with the guys again, except raneem had a b-day party to go to, so she was busy... I met twix's friend danny... kewl guy... we all hung out at majaz but decided to walk to qasba... which is known to have a lot of girls :P but when we got there, IT WAS EMPTY! so we went back to majaz lol...

While me, mishal and anas were walking basil home (close to majaz) I walked past khaled and mahmoud... Brought back unwanted memories lol, But he didnt see me, cuz when I talked to mahmoud on msn... he said didnt see me, so yup..

Thats pretty much it... I didnt write much cuz i'm lazy and I forgot most of what happened on thursday, but ya cant blame me, its tuesday for god sakes! lol