I'm So Messed Up!

It's 5:30am and i'm wide awake! Mostly cuz I'm sick lol, it's messed up my sleeping pattern. I would sleep for like 4 hours during the night, and then sleep anothre 6ish hours during the day lol, so I'm never wide awake!!! Its been like this for the past 4 days! I'm not dying or anything :P it just really hurts to swallow, i think its a fever... or cold, not sure lol. But i am gettin better...

I've been feeling like shit lately...not only cuz i'm sick, but i just seem to hate everyone for no reason! I've been through this be4... but like i just put on a happy face, but now I dont see anyone since its the midyear holiday and so I dont talk to anyone of my friends except those in canada. I dont even think i'm goin out tomorrow (thursday) that would be like a canadian friday lol.... There was a point when i used to think that i had so many friends and i wouldnt ever have to stay home on the weekend, but now i look at my friends on msn, and it disgusts me! I'm not gonna bitch at anyone cuz they havent done shit... So i guess i'm stayin home this weekend, hoping this phase will pass by real soon...